
The End of Vacation
As my vacation ends I have had more time than I can remember to sit around and do nothing, think about things and truly appreciate them. I guess because I am always so busy, that is the reason that I enjoy being home so much. When I was younger I always loved Sunday's because everyone was home and we all stayed around all day and watched movies or watched football or just watched t.v. In my late teens and early twenties I was never home and always doing stuff. That was fun at the time but not very productive for getting things done. Now I just want to be in my own house, with my own family, and especially my wife. I know she doesnt think so because our idea of spending time together in many ways is different at times, but I love it when she is home. I guess I get a little selfish sometimes when we have plans and all I can think about is staying home. Not because I have things that I want to do, I just want to be home with my Megan and Ella. I am always trying to get better at this but I don't think that feeling will ever go away.
On a happier note I had a whole week to spend with Ella. Overall I think it went well. We had a few situations and yesterday was a bit of a drag, but days like today when she fell asleep in my arms while she was having a morning snack make up for it. I have not been feeling good at all this week, been coughing and just feeling plain sick, but she has always made me feel better. I have to admit that staying at home with a baby all day is no easy chore. I can't get a damn thing done and I have been trying to do a few things all week and I just cant do them during the day. I really understand now what mothers talk about when they talk about staying at home with kids. I never really thought that it was easy, but it is a lot more work than I ever thought possible. In a way it is much more work for me than going to work.
So after my week off I am refueled and ready to jump back into the swing of things. I think me being home in a way has gotten everything outta whack and I look forward to returning to my schedule. I actually am going to start working my part time job again at least for the winter . I have a nice weekend shift which it really sucks not being home but the extra money is nice when you have a little beaner growing like a weed. They have been nice and agreed to let me work just Saturday evening and Sunday all day. I think that is nice because I can be home on Sunday before Ella goes to bed. So that is about it, my thoughts on vacation.
On a happier note I had a whole week to spend with Ella. Overall I think it went well. We had a few situations and yesterday was a bit of a drag, but days like today when she fell asleep in my arms while she was having a morning snack make up for it. I have not been feeling good at all this week, been coughing and just feeling plain sick, but she has always made me feel better. I have to admit that staying at home with a baby all day is no easy chore. I can't get a damn thing done and I have been trying to do a few things all week and I just cant do them during the day. I really understand now what mothers talk about when they talk about staying at home with kids. I never really thought that it was easy, but it is a lot more work than I ever thought possible. In a way it is much more work for me than going to work.
So after my week off I am refueled and ready to jump back into the swing of things. I think me being home in a way has gotten everything outta whack and I look forward to returning to my schedule. I actually am going to start working my part time job again at least for the winter . I have a nice weekend shift which it really sucks not being home but the extra money is nice when you have a little beaner growing like a weed. They have been nice and agreed to let me work just Saturday evening and Sunday all day. I think that is nice because I can be home on Sunday before Ella goes to bed. So that is about it, my thoughts on vacation.















